Saturday, December 31, 2011
its the new year. 2012.
who would have guessed. me working my butt off at one of the largest media firms in singapore. i have many people to be appreciative for including the father from above. he sends me people at every step of the way, to guide to nurture and learn from and most importantly to show me a new perspective.
I have been thinking about whats next for the past couple of weeks now. looking at who i am, whats happening and what are the options but they seem to be clouded. it was pretty simple growing up. study as hard, go into the army and study somemore and work. then what?
is it all there is to it. i hope not. i wrote in a birthday message to kai, "anything is possible, all you need is desire" it sounds great, ideal and at the same time downright fluffy. change has got to start somewhere.
ive got many unanswered questions still in my head. the what and the how ones. it scares the shit out of me.
on a side, my dreams have taken the front seat. it makes all this useless toying around with matters of the heart seem so trivial. its all a distraction. a nice one at times. adios until i not know when.
i can prove anything,i'll make you admit again and again.
2:26 PM
